Marianas Trench - Skin & Bones Acoustic Cover

*TRIGGER WARNING* EDs, BDD. 

Very difficult song to cover, musically and emotionally. This song is one I really used to love; despite it’s dark topic, it’s a refreshingly honest and candid depiction of a mental illness that so many people struggle with…

I personally have struggled with bulimia on and off for the past 6/7 years, and anorexia on and off for 10, but have been in recovery for almost a full year now.


Probably not my best vocals or guitar playing, but I’ve always wanted to cover it.

dtime3:

venuswilde:

Obviously, I get the interest in the celeb leaked nudes. But seriously, I see hotter nudes in my tumblr dash every day. Girls with better bodies, who actually want their photos seen. There’s something creepy about the fact that it’s hotter because they a) didn’t consent to it b) THEY’RE FAMOUS. Like who cares? They’re just tits. I look under my shirt, got some too oh wow.

Post nudes then

I DO actually. But why is that the response? Half the world’s population has fucking tits, calm yourself down. EVERY person should have the right to choose who they show their naked body to. Simple as that.

"your mother
didn’t spend
9 months
forming your body
inside of her
just so you could
hate and destroy it"

bustysaintclair:

Kids please don’t think that it’s unusual or special to be dating someone with whom you can watch netflix and eat pizza and hold hands and also have hot sex with

It concerns me when I see millions of notes on a post that’s like “fuck me hard but also be sweet with me”

Like what kinds of relationships are you in that you think this is a revolutionary thing to ask

friclge:

I don’t wanna go to work. I don’t wanna grow up. I’m not going, I’m going to stay home and watch Mulan

Trying to be healthy and happy today. Had a really bad start, mood was crazy. Went to the shops with my mum and bought loads of veg, fruit and meat. Had a massive raw kale salad for lunch. Feel a little sunnier.

If you somehow find my Facebook please don’t add me. My tumblr is private and personal. Facebook is only for my family and people I know IRL. I don’t mix the two. Thank you.

xxfallenchinkxx asked:
You are so beautiful and perfect I know you don't think it but you are don't stress to much <3

Thank you so much darling, you are amazing. I really needed that xoxo

I have:

scars all over my knuckles (from my teeth), completely worn away back molars with no enamel on most of my teeth, a sore ulcerated mouth and throat (even after a year in recovery), a totally fucked-up metabolism, no energy, an over-active gag reflex, the uncontrollable physical rejection of most food in my stomach (I fight vomiting almost every meal), weak brittle bones, a heart defect, bloodshot eyes and skin (rosacea), as well as a million other psychological problems. From fucking purging disorder/bulimia that I have abstained from for nearly a year now.

And yet lately I’ve been extremely close to doing it again. Despite all the fucking horrible pain I put my body through, despite the minimal weight loss, because I fucking hate the way I look most days. And every time I feel a strong emotion I just want to take it out on myself. When someone yells at me, ignores me, does something negative to me, my first urge is to hurt myself.

Lately I’ve been fantasising about going to a supermarket, late, alone, and buying boxes and boxes of doughnuts and eating them all in the toilet as fast as I physically could, and purging until there was water or blood.

I’ve been depriving myself of food for months to try to lose weight. I’ve been working out. I’ve been trying to stay sensible about it. And it’s so fucking hard when I just want to eat my fucking feelings. My medication that helped cure my bulimia made me gain weight (GOOD ONE DOCTOR). So I’m trying to lose it without wanting to kill myself.

Okay rant over, I need to grow the fuck up. I’m not 15 anymore. This is a fucking disgusting disease, and I refuse to have it. I am too much of a person to be reduced to thinking only about my body and food again. Even though that’s basically all I have been lately. I have never been short of male admirers, when I was skinny, when I was medium, when I was curvy. It’s all in my head, the hatred. Body dysmorphic disorder since I was 11 years old, jesus christ.

Fuck it, I just need some light bondage/rough sex. That’ll do.

"It’s almost like you died instead."
My first six word story

venuswilde:


vurgundy asked:
Hello! When you receive this, share five facts about yourself then pass it to ten of your favorite followers.

1. I have a degree in Psychology

2. I have done professional modelling

3. I am 5 ft 9

4. I haven’t been single for more than 2 months since I was 13 (weird I know)

5. I was bullied badly at school (largely for my appearance), and retaliated by spreading a rumour that my dad was in the mafia. And they all believed it, and they were much nicer to me (out of fear).

nihileigh:

When we live in a world where you can access free content of naked consenting women in less than 5 seconds, why are people still invading the privacy of non-consenting women for nudes?

Hint: It has something to do with people feeling entitled to making any woman their personal porn, even if it violates or humiliates her in the process.

robynmel:

morgancrawf:

dumbass

preach
870

robynmel:

morgancrawf:

dumbass

preach

I know it’s not coming from a disrespectful place, but I do not do promo messages on my body, for anyone. I’m not a billboard. I appreciate the response photos of my body generate, but I am not a thing, I am a person. I am the sole owner of my body, and it’s not anyone’s canvas. I post photos on my terms. More power to the girls who feel happy doing that kind of thing, but it’s really not for me. So no more asks about it okay? Thank you xo

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